Ah well.

It's funny how you can convince yourself that something you didn't get was something you never really wanted. It turns out that the job that I thought I had, I don't have. And didn't get. Although it sucks that I'm not employed (and that I quit my internship) I am (just the tiniest bit) relieved. Although I would've been fine doing that job for however long, when I thought of the tedium of my day-to-day I got a bit depressed and looked off to the middle distance. So I'm back to being unemployed, but I haven't lost hope. I've resolved to triple my efforts! Even though math tells me that that would still yield zero results I'm hopeful that something that pays something will come my way and pay me something. It has to, right? I think I'm going to take the evening off (not that that's new) and take some time to collect. ...coins. and possibly cans. you can never be too sure. (haha "can")